Looks like life is not about what I want anymore, it's again back to keeping everyone else happy.
I don't even have time of my own, everyone has to put in their sixpence on the apartment preparations for my upcoming marriage, how to handle things, what to do, what not to do.
I hate this, everyone wants to invite us or wants us to invite them.
I want to get this all over with and concentrate on more important things, like building a home, like building a life, but hell, no, everyone keeps swamping me with details, with phone calls, with early morning discussions while I'm having a leak.
Damn it people, I want no advice, no details, I hate details, I changed my job cause I hate details, I don't want to hear the words money of pound anymore, just release me.
I want my own time, my own life, I want to go home and speak of something other than carpenters, electricians, plumbers and masons.
Why can't everyone just leave me be?!!!!
I'm doing my part, compromising - yet again - to everyone, but I hate compromising to people's whims.
I don't mind standing up to my responsibilities, I don't mind urgency, I don't mind every possible nuisance, just walk all over me while you're at it.
I do mind indulging every person's priorities before my own, I do mind being held back to contemplate all the details, I do mind being cornered in a very tight schedule cause nobody wants to exert the effort of prioritising rationally.
Everyone, just fuck off!!!!!!
4 comments:
patience my friend..it is just a matter of time and all this will pass.and after that there will come the time when u and ur future wife settle in ur home and laugh about all that.
hey... the only people who should have a say about your home are you and sarah.... however ppl always need to add something, ignore all and just make the important ones feel heard to avoid the drama.... but as long as you and sarah have it together, don't let things get to you
rabena ma3ako :)
Yeah well this is Egypt, everyone here have an opinion and they are sure to let you know them, am assuming that what's bothering you is the family pressure well that what makes engagement here in Egypt a very stressful time, so be strong.
Yeah, it's getting everyone feel important in the process that's a real hassle.
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