Human Mind

Strange this mind of our's is, here's what I found out recently.

I've had some hearing problems for the last 4 years, my right ear seems to be slowly fading away, people who know me notice that I hear better when you're on my left side.

Anyway, about 10 days ago I discovered that I'd been reading sub-consciously reading people's lips for quite some time, this happenned when I was sitting with Sarah, she was speaking, I could understand every words, then she decided to have a puff of her cigarette, so her hand obscured her lips from my sight, the one word she said in that moment was the only one I didn't get in that sentence.

I've been experimenting ever since, this was confirmed last friday at the concert me and Sarah attended, I couldn't hear the voclist quite well, I knew Sarah was singing along beside me, so I just turned around and started reading the lyric from her lips.

How long I've had this, I have no clue, but obviously I learned it unknowingly and probably it's been there for a long time, strange, right?

Another strange thing is that I've confirmed another thing that I'd doubted about me, I tend to overly lose focus and absent-minded when I'm feeling down or something is pre-occupying me.

The last time this happenned, I kept on holding a door while it was being closed till it actually closed on my hand, hmmmm.

Looks like my head is where everything else is, both good and bad.

Maybe I'm telepathic as well, or I can do some telekinesis, who knows, the possibilities are quite staggering.

That was it dudes and dudettes for today, nothing special, just plain weird.

Strange really, thought I knew better

Just sitting bored at work, waiting for Garada to finish so I can review his work and decided to put my unanswered questions on paper for a change, these have been so bottled up inside, they're about to explode.

1. When will I be my own master, aspiring to please only myself, not please everyone else around me?

2. Why do people aspire to hurt other people who've done nothing but defended themselves when need be?

3. What is it that runs through a murderer's mind when he pulls that trigger?

4. Why is it that everyone has something to prove, whether it's career or personal wise?

5. Is life about dominance or co-existence?

6. If I had my most mortal enemy under my mercy, would I finish him off or let him go?

7. Who am I, the one people see and know, or have I lied all my life and now I've believed my own lie?

8. Are principals there to govern us or help us run our life, which one bends, us or our principals?

These are most of the questions I had no answer to, I don't expect an answer, but I'm just mumbling to myself again

Some words were choking me

Some random comments,

1. You don't have to be impolite to be outspoken.

2. You don't have to use cryptic words to be impressive.

3. You don't have to shock people to subdue them.

These are just random comments not directed at any particular person(s), just mental farting of yours truly, directed at people in general, as lately, I've noticed that the a/m are becoming more popular by the minute.