Human Mind

Strange this mind of our's is, here's what I found out recently.

I've had some hearing problems for the last 4 years, my right ear seems to be slowly fading away, people who know me notice that I hear better when you're on my left side.

Anyway, about 10 days ago I discovered that I'd been reading sub-consciously reading people's lips for quite some time, this happenned when I was sitting with Sarah, she was speaking, I could understand every words, then she decided to have a puff of her cigarette, so her hand obscured her lips from my sight, the one word she said in that moment was the only one I didn't get in that sentence.

I've been experimenting ever since, this was confirmed last friday at the concert me and Sarah attended, I couldn't hear the voclist quite well, I knew Sarah was singing along beside me, so I just turned around and started reading the lyric from her lips.

How long I've had this, I have no clue, but obviously I learned it unknowingly and probably it's been there for a long time, strange, right?

Another strange thing is that I've confirmed another thing that I'd doubted about me, I tend to overly lose focus and absent-minded when I'm feeling down or something is pre-occupying me.

The last time this happenned, I kept on holding a door while it was being closed till it actually closed on my hand, hmmmm.

Looks like my head is where everything else is, both good and bad.

Maybe I'm telepathic as well, or I can do some telekinesis, who knows, the possibilities are quite staggering.

That was it dudes and dudettes for today, nothing special, just plain weird.

Just random

Nothing in particular to speak of, just some random updates.

I really need a vacation, however, I doubt it'll be possible, as I'm saving my vacation balance till I get married.

My subordinate is getting better, he started to get the feel of the numbers finally, and is able to judge their integrity, he still tries to show off though, guess only time will change that.

Two people showed their true colours both to me and to others, why am I not surprised?

I'll start next week transferring more work to the new guy, he needs to be ready to handle things on his own for when I'm married.

I had some sleeping issues last week, but finally I can sleep again, with nothing that needs me to analyze numerous events and conversations.

I'm trying to quit some bad habits that I developed along the way, first on my list is smoking and over-cautiosness when it comes to speaking, already the second one is being dealt with, however, as I expected, I'm turning into a very big stone shooter "madab kebeer awy", next thing I'll be walking over to a 40 year old lady asking her if she's a natural D cup or are these implants?

Curiosity is a big issue as well, so far I'm handling this by resisting asking about stuff, hope it turns into a habit, instead of it being a controlled refrain of impulse.

The extra effort - both physically and psychologically - I've been putting lately is starting to take its toll on my physique, I'm losing weight rapidly, am always sleepy and my cigarette intake has increased, leaving me with recurring coughing fits.

One last thing remains unresolved, the power struggle at work ended, not cause it's apparent what everyone got, but cause everyone saw that it wasn't getting resolved soon and decided to preserve their energy for round 2, when that will be, nobody knows.

Suddenly time started acting strangely, the days pass slowly in the morning, fast at night, the days as a whole passes really slowly, but the weeks fly, I'm not sure if this makes sense even to me.

I guess that's it, nothing more on my mind.